THIS IS URGENT, PLEASE READ IT ALL. I’M SORRY FOR THE LONG POST.
I’m 17. I won’t explain my whole situation, but something happened that made it so that I’m in a lot of pain. My parents won’t allow me to have painkillers. One of our close family members died of an overdose on them, so they’re pretty paranoid, I guess.
Anyways, there’s this drug dealer (I don’t do drugs) who has a very strong, semi-euphoric painkiller that makes my agony stop. I met him yesterday night.
He’s very attractive in my opinion, he’s very tall, has very long hair (chest length), really muscular body, and overall attractive appearance. He does look kind of scary and intimidating, though. Anyways, I met him after a long series of events, and I begged him to give me some of the painkiller (I don’t know what it’s called). The ones available to me weren’t good enough, so it was my last hope.
He smirked and said “first one’s free”, and gave me a little bit of it (not enough to last for a long time). It was amazing. I felt like the pain had just *stopped*, but I was still coherent. I felt like what used to be pain was now immense pleasure (not sexual, something unexplainable). He stayed with me the whole time, and we talked. I told him it was beautiful, and he laughed and said “it gets better when you take more. I only gave you a fraction of a hit”.
About an hour later, it had stopped feeling good, and the pain was beginning to come back. I immediately begged him to let me have more, begged him for a whole hit, and he shook his head and said “sorry, kid, but even with your pretty girl discount, I can’t just give you the stuff. I’d go out of business. I’m cheap, though, you have cash?”
I didn’t have any money (my parents don’t let me have any) so I begged him for it for free, just this once. I was on the verge of tears (the pain is unexplainable). He said “listen, we can figure something out… you have anything else of value? I’m sorry, but I can’t just give it away.” I didn’t have anything but my cheap earrings, and I told him this. He said “well, there’s always other ways we could do our payment…”
Before I knew it, he’d pinned me to the bed (we were in some guy’s house, he was having a party and my friends were there, but we were alone in the room) and he was kissing me. He started touching me everywhere and pulling at my hair. I’m only 5’4″ and about 105 pounds, and he had to be more than six feet tall, so I couldn’t do anything. I tried to move away at first, but then it started feeling really good.
“All you’ve gotta do is let me have my fun, then I’ll give you what you need, all right, kid? I’ll make you feel good,” he said. I was really scared, and didn’t really say anything to protest. He took off my clothes and started touching me really intimately (I don’t want to go into details), sometimes biting me in certain places and being really rough. I whimpered and told him that I didn’t want to have sex, that I was a virgin, and he laughed really darkly and said “you don’t have to do *that*, sweetheart”.
Anyways, he started, um, using his mouth and stuff to make me feel good (you know what I mean) and eventually I started to really like it. He was still wearing all his clothes. Eventually I couldn’t help it and I climaxed. I was SO EMBARRASSED. He told me that I was adorable, and I put on all my clothes really fast. He gave me a huge hit of the drug, and it was like nothing you could believe.
I ended up just lying on his chest and crying, it felt so good. He kept stroking my hair and saying “shhh…” to me. I leaned up (I don’t know why!!) and kissed him, and he sort of groaned and kissed me back. That was when my friend came into the room – when he was on top of me.
He freaked out at me and told me that the guy I was with was dangerous, that he was way too old (he looked to be in his twenties), and that I had to leave. I refused, and the drug dealer and I ran out of the party and went to his house (once again, I don’t know why, it might have been the drug, I just don’t know). We didn’t do anything there, we just lay together and I slept over.
When I woke up today, I didn’t know what was going on, or why I ever did something like that. I didn’t feel high or anything. I still can’t feel any pain right now. I left in a hurry, and he was lying on his sofa. He just laughed and said “see you, kid”.
I checked my phone a little while ago, and he’d made a note which said “come back to ___’s place on the 15th, i’ll be there”.
I have so many questions.
First of all, was that rape? I didn’t want it, but I ended up liking it in the end and I even kissed him. Was that my fault?!
Second of all, WHAT WAS THE DRUG?
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he may have drugged you more and slept with you, check down there for any bleeding on your panties to see if there is any blood
Also, be smart, a guy who brings you to his room and has his hands on you will most likey not stop especially if your not heavily forceful and have drugs in you
make gorund rules,
never take any drink or pill from anyone
and dont go into a room alone with anyone
he could have an STD for all you know
I really hope this wasnt rape, talk live to someone perhaps your parents or if you cant do that a dear friend but the police as well
do not beat yourself up, now you know…you are young innocent and vulnerable….he seems to have taken advantage, not a great guy at all…
I would NOT text him, ignore him
wow
thts just crazy
Yes, it’s your fault.
Well you didn’t try to stop him so its not forceful rape it is statutory rape and the drug was probably Ecstasy or Oxycotin
wow. um… yeah YOUR first mistake was even hanging out with a drug dealer. dude those guys ARE dangerous. if he just gave you a pill and you didnt know what it was then im sorry that was stupid because hes a DRUG DEALER. if you didnt have sex then no it wasnt rape. if you woke up naked and confused then yes it probably was rape. yes it is your fault. no offense. i do feel bad though but come on. :/ no idea wat the drug was because i stay away from those things >.<
Unfortunately, this is all on you love.
Your first mistake was taking painkillers from a drug dealer–are you insane? You obviously didn’t even know this guy. The drug sounds a lot like Ecstasy–it is a pill that can also be turned into powder and it boosts your serotonin levels so that you are mentally happy, and it makes you very sensitive–probably why you liked, you know, so much. There is also the possibility that this was the “date rape” drug–which I’m sure you know what that is, given the name. And unfortunately, if you tell the police, they can’t do much because you voluntarily accepted this drug and you didn’t make your best effort to stop him from sleeping with you, especially since it felt so good, so that isn’t considered rape that easily. If I were you, I would go to the police and tell them everything, but you did ASK him and BEG him for the drug…but…they can also have you checked at a hospital to see what’s in your system. You need to take action now; best of luck to you.
Was the drug in pill form, powder, did he shoot you up with a needle?
Don’t think anything’s your fault. I think this guy saw you as someone naive, young, and vulnerable. Things obviously went further than you intended. Further than you wanted. Don’t feel bad for “liking” it. You can’t help your body. In your mind, you didn’t want it.
The drug he gave you sounds very dangerous. It was controlling your decisions more than you I think.
I would steer clear if him from now on. You should talk to someone about your pain, and what happened. If not your parents, a counselor at your school (if you go) or something.
First of all, I don’t think this is a real question. I think you’re a guy pretending to be a girl because you know that asking the question “what is a date rape drug I can give a girl that will make her totally horny and want to have sex with me even though she didn’t before? And would it really be rape if she wanted it because of the drug?” would make you creepy. But don’t worry–if you do this kind of thing, and then the girl presses charges, the police will seize your computer and find out you asked this question and that is evidence that can be used against you. Because yes, it’s still rape. It’s statutory rape if you’re under the age of consent, it’s poisoning, and it’s rape. Plus its possession of an illegal substance. And now you know it, and when the police seize your computer, they’ll know you know it.
And on the off chance that you are actually a girl posting this and not some loser in search of a date rape drug he can use: you’re on your way to quite an addiction, if your main question is what was the drug. Also, you’re in deep denial about drugs. You say you don’t do drugs, yet you’ve just described to us your use of drugs, and you’re looking for more. It’s illegal for your parents to keep painkillers from you if you’re in the condition you’re in. Your doctor is free to prescribe them. Is there any relative who could pay for them for you? They shouldn’t be expensive since you can get generics.
it is rape cuz at 1st u didnt wanna have sex
its ur fault cuz u gave him a apportunity to rape u by u begging for his drugs
the drug is probally one of those date rape drugs
well it sounds like your not to bright…and traded drugs for sex. what you should have done was not be a dumbas$ and talked to your parents that you were in pain, then you could have seen a real doctor, not this piece of $hit drug dealer scum bag